Tuesday, November 13, 2007

some times it really suck living alone...
wat's more when ur washing machine is playing a pank on u...
leg not feeling well... so on n so on...
hate it when ppl say tht i m lucky to stay alone...
hate myself
hate my temper
but dun mind being hated


misery Secret at Tuesday, November 13, 2007 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Friday, May 11, 2007

i have been having tis habit long ago...
BUSY BODY...
y m i such a busy body...
i should juz keep quiet n let things happen...
there is nth wrong wif it...
they r nt together anyway.. juz playing...
i cuz 1 friend to cry, 1 friend to b unhappy cuz he dun noe anything...
n 1 friends being blamed for lying in the dark...


misery Secret at Friday, May 11, 2007 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Tuesday, May 08, 2007

LOVE ME?
love me not?


misery Secret at Tuesday, May 08, 2007 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Sunday, May 06, 2007

i can't remember how many times i shedded today...
morning, afternoon, nite... i had nva shed so much b4...
i m totally sick...


misery Secret at Sunday, May 06, 2007 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


Thx daryl...
once again ur "do it and regret rather than didn't do it and regret" help me make a decision...
but future is still unknown...


misery Secret at Sunday, May 06, 2007 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


A poem on my mirror:

You are the candle love is the flame, a fire that burns through wind and rain.
Shine your light on this heart of mine, till the end of time.
You came to me like the dawn through the night, just shinning like the sun.
Out of my dreams and into my life.
You are the one, you are the one.
Said I love you but I lied, cause this is more than love I feel inside.
Said I love you but I was wrong, cause love could never feel so strong.
Said I love you but I lied...
With all my soul I've tried in rain, how can the words of my heart explain.
This taste of heaven so deep so true I've found in you.
So many reason in so many ways, my life has just begun.
Need you forever I need you to stay.
You are the one you are the one.
Said I love you but I lied, cause this is more than love I feel inside.
Said I love you but I was wrong, cause love could never feel so strong.
Said I love you but I lied.
Said I love you... But I lied.


misery Secret at Sunday, May 06, 2007 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


I DUN WANNA END IT...

TO BE CONTINUED?
THE END?


misery Secret at Sunday, May 06, 2007 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Friday, May 04, 2007

final drama is over...
2 years...
no more sch drama...
will i still play drama after tht?
dunno...
nvm... i enjoy... is enuff...
posting photo soon...
but 1 photo missing...


misery Secret at Friday, May 04, 2007 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Wednesday, February 07, 2007

THE END OF THE DAYS!!!!
sch hols start on 14th feb...
prelim starts on 26th feb...
prelim ends on 8th of mar...
drama ends on 8th of mar...
sch end on 14th of mar...
A lvl starts on 30th of mar...
A lvl ends on 8th of may...
FREE ON 8th of may!!!


misery Secret at Wednesday, February 07, 2007 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Saturday, January 20, 2007

"�Adrama���X�n�X...
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misery Secret at Saturday, January 20, 2007 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Monday, December 04, 2006

i dunno if tis afternoon affected ur mood n u became bad mood juz now online...
but it sucks when ur r critising...


misery Secret at Monday, December 04, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Wednesday, November 15, 2006

haiz... cuzing too much unhappiness among ppl...
realised tht most of the time... it is bad to noe too much...
it is wrong to think tht friends should b truthful all the time...


misery brotherhoodster at Wednesday, November 15, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Sunday, November 12, 2006

ytd celebrate celia birthday... n she told me her friend passed away...
she, her sis, n her mum, were killed by her father...
the parents have divorced but still living together...
then... the father suddenly take a chopper to kill all 3 of them... haiz...



11/12/06...
HAIZ!!!


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, November 12, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Thursday, November 09, 2006

WAT THE FUCK...
hp n mp3 spoil at the same time...
repair price:
hp: 1000+hk
mp3: 900hk
damn it


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, November 09, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


life is juz too weak...
on the news, a cleaner was knocked down by a truck while the truck is reversing...
n she died after sending her to hospital... a life is gone so fast...

my mum told me a sad news..
a boy who i have already noe for many yrs got cancer...
i noe him cuz his parents r my parent's friend...
me, my bro, his bro n him... we play together when we r very young...
i noe him even b4 i noe S4...
he is much younger than me... so i juz treat him as a kid...
n noe... he got cancer under his armpit...
n he is under going treatment...
a primary sch boy... have to used go these type of treatment...
how terrible is it... how terrible his life is...
he have to stay at home... cannot go out...
n it is unsure if he can b cure...
although we r nt very close friends....
or i dun treat him even as a friend... i treat him juz as a kid...
i felt sad for him...

i hope i learn to treasure life...


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, November 09, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Wednesday, November 08, 2006

i dun uderstand y ppl's life can b so grey n dark...
i juz saw 1 of my classmate's blog... n inside... everything in so dark n unhappy...
but she looks cheerful everyday...
is tis world really so bad...
extracted w/o permission(sorry)
===========================================================================
set default to?

create database name

open database name

create table mind <<<
(person char(15);

person_type char(15);

.....)

select * from mind;

where person = XXX

silent is gold!!~

delete from mind where person = XXX

pack

when in the database ,I can do this.

In fact , I cannot.

In my mind , I just repeat and repeat and repeat to show ...what's going on?

select MAX(happy) from mind

result : under ten

select count(*) from mind;

where person_type = forever_fd

result : 0

if you wamt to leave the database,

command:quit
============================================================================

haiz.... although we r nt close friends... but... i juz dun like the feel of seeing such a contrast...






feeling suck when i tried to do my hw at home but i could nt concentrate...
i dunno wat the hell m i doing... but i juz did nth much at homee....
i m totally unprepared for the exam...
wat m i doing in hk actually...
i dunno...



i hope i can concentrate for the test tmr now...


misery brotherhoodster at Wednesday, November 08, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Tuesday, October 10, 2006

wat have i done wrong to make my day so suck...
even when i m unhappy... i tried to fake out a smile...
n now... at the end of the day... i m tired... tired of everything...

i have tired to do smth to help... even i think it is nt my fault... but... i dunno wat happen in the end...


misery brotherhoodster at Tuesday, October 10, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Monday, August 21, 2006

sick n tired of thinking abt army things...
but cannot dun think also... damn it...


misery brotherhoodster at Monday, August 21, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Saturday, August 19, 2006

fuck the day


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, August 19, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Wednesday, August 09, 2006

"different-ed"


misery brotherhoodster at Wednesday, August 09, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Tuesday, July 18, 2006

totally disappointed wif my dad's email...

"Why you have conflict with Fang aunty, you are the most junior person in Grandfather's house and this is the favour they offered to you to live there, you have NO right to angry with Fang Aunty at all. I believe you should not stay in HK alone, better come back and stay in Singapore."

damn him... if she is normal... i wun have conflict wif her...
n y can't i release my anger... so wat if she is my auntie... damn...
she meddle wif my things... wat if she throw it... will he pay me back...
A DAMN NO...
all he will say is i din put my things properly... damn...
wat if she throw away my books, is he going to buy it back for me... a few k damn it...
n wat if she throw my things, my clothes... he wun even bother abt it... bloody fucker...
clothes is still ok... wat if he throw away things tht r priceless to me...
damn tht bloody mother fucker...


misery brotherhoodster at Tuesday, July 18, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Monday, July 17, 2006

i really cannot forgive myself...
u r at home waiting... but wat m i doing... playing mahjong n enjoying myself...
damn... wat an ass... jerk... bloody fucker...


misery brotherhoodster at Monday, July 17, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Thursday, July 13, 2006

toleration have limit...
quota finishing...


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, July 13, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Tuesday, July 11, 2006

FUCKING HELL... 1 YEARS OF TERRIBLE LIFE... DAMN... I WANNA MOVE OUT...


misery brotherhoodster at Tuesday, July 11, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Sunday, July 09, 2006

law of misery

relation if a person is directly proportionate to how often you see them

(proven)


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, July 09, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Saturday, July 08, 2006

HAIZ...


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, July 08, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Monday, July 03, 2006

class outing suck!!!
i rather it din happen at all...


misery brotherhoodster at Monday, July 03, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Thursday, June 29, 2006

felt furthered...


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, June 29, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Wednesday, June 21, 2006

time is needed to heal... even if u r fully healed... deep wound leaves unforgettable scar..


misery brotherhoodster at Wednesday, June 21, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Tuesday, June 20, 2006

ADVICE TO MY FRIENDS...
nva try to wash ur misery off with the rain when u r unhappy... i tot it can... n it did... but is juz temp... juz like alcohol... after tht u will feel more terrible after the effect is gone... haiz... but if u really need it... beer is suggested... cuz duration is longer... but rain is also a perferance when u r having finanial difficulties... lol...


misery brotherhoodster at Tuesday, June 20, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Monday, May 29, 2006

wat if i had to go,
i nva noe,....

tot alot on bus... shall i find some1 to tuition for me?? chi n phy?? how much?? haiz...


misery brotherhoodster at Monday, May 29, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Wednesday, May 24, 2006

fuck... kana bao toe... my aunt tell me mum i told to gal on phone... n my mum tell my dad... n my dad come n ask me... fuck them all... assholes... of cuz i can think of excuse... but can't she be more guang ming zheng da...

ppl i recall:
azahar
liew
chia wai yee
tan chu yan
ben tan
song
kek
tan hee lam
....


misery brotherhoodster at Wednesday, May 24, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Thursday, May 18, 2006

fucking morning flunk my whole day...
dunno wat i wan...
i dunno wat actually happened...


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, May 18, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Wednesday, May 17, 2006

collecting money b4 lunch, celia gave me 109 for her 19 bucks lunch... i told her to keep the 9 buck so tht can return her the change easier but she refused(wif a fucking attitude) wtf... collecting money is nt a muz for me... y muz she make my job difficult and with tht fucking attitude... ok... tolerance!!!!
delivery late for 15 mins n catching the cold wind then... ok... tolerance!!!
ah chung no time to eat... bad mood... accidentally raised his voice... ok... tolerance!!!
finish eat... i m the 1 hu bring the food up... still have to throw the rubbish... 5 story of stairs... ok... tolerance...
the fucking thing tht i dun understand most is i have to wash a total of 6 times of my hand juz in tht fucking hour... wat the fuck... is nt tht it is troublesome... is tht things is juz nt right... i have nva seen any1 washing their hands 6 times juz for 1 hour of lunch...

fucking bad lunch...


misery brotherhoodster at Wednesday, May 17, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Wednesday, May 10, 2006

thinking abt my future sometimes...
feeling only 1 word...
FUCK


misery brotherhoodster at Wednesday, May 10, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Saturday, May 06, 2006

went grandma house... watched my mvp valentine... prince have to leave xiao xi... then my grand uncle leaving too... wow... so much of leaving... damn... make me think abt myself... i realise tht leaving is part of growing... i realised tht i have left alot of place... left kindergarden... left hk... left pri sch.. left pri sch... left sec... left jc... let sg... left yun nan.. wow... when will b my nxt leave... BUT... there is smth tht i din leave... is always wif me... ****** i will nt type tht word out in order nt to b excessive sentimental...(agua)(rou ma)


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, May 06, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Thursday, May 04, 2006

will tmr b happy??


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, May 04, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Thursday, April 27, 2006

as i was thinking how n when m i goinng back to sg for u all, i suddenly wonder if i will b forced to go back to sg this yr... haiz... wat if i have to... he wanted position 8 and above n all passes... damn... how do i pass phy n chi... chi still have chance... but phy... n wat abt.......


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, April 27, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Saturday, April 22, 2006

i miss u guys... is starting to b hot here n i missed tht swimming pool... swimming pool tht i have been there for 2 yrs...
chatted wif her juz now... toking abt studying in u... n i m thinking... wat if i cannot go u... wat will i do?? go back to sg... but wat abt her... haiz...


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, April 22, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Friday, April 21, 2006

finally yun nan things ended... have more time for u guys... her... n also drama... after u told me tht... i learn a word... treasure... best regards to her...


misery brotherhoodster at Friday, April 21, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Wednesday, April 19, 2006

fucking hell... eng 1st time so low in hk.... 40 marks after adding a mark... shit... dunno wat the hell m i doing... damn sad.... somemore some1 is angry wif me at tht time... fuck... heng now ok...


misery brotherhoodster at Wednesday, April 19, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Friday, April 14, 2006


6/4/06

1st nite at sch... ability to solve problem---------------low:( but felt happy when u called me... the feeling of love n being loved...

7/4/06

in the morning, still no sign of gd mood in miss yong... hope she can get well soon...
every1 seems so tired... excepte me... chatting wif yc on phone...
got scolding again n again... damn....
at nite... went out... traffic was unorganized...
after the end of the long day, things got better...

8/4/06

today nth much happened... juz tht the 2 form 1s gettting irritating... hoping to tolerate them...
bought 2 things today... chilli as snacks n a doll for her... still have to buy smth for fredrick...
unexpectedly, miss yong cried... i felt sorry for tht... i will b more interactive...
very grateful to cki...

9/4/06

in sch now... dunno wat is the feeling... but juz dun like it... hope time flies... but in the end, nice nite... n nice stars... damn nice... juz like computer graphics... is totally impossible to b seenin hk... or sg...

10/4/06

last nite nva bathe... tis morning wake up late... nva bathe again... went to class wif the student here... became centre of attraction:p... politics lesson was the time to day dream...totally dun understand... then was bball match... exhausted... cramped... but i was nt the only 1... after i was out, within 2 mins, my teamate cramped too... haha... then was chem n self study...missed some1 during tht time...

11/4/06

today was a busy day... only until 7 then i have the time to type down my "blog"... doing AV later... i haven touched it since i left bgss...
i feel damn disgusted when my partner hold my hand cross-fingered... kao... i dunno if i m too senseitive but i juz can't stand it... remember the 1st day i took a pic wif him using my phone... he is putting his head on my shoulder... but he is a nice guy after all... i hold i can stand it...
shitted 1st time in tis sch today... suck...
n also lovers' wear wif some1... haiz...

12/4/06

now at farmer's house... so many flies... damn... playing wif cat too... long time nva played wif it... took a pic wif it too... juz for some1... 2 more days to go... haha... so happy... but having sore throat at the same time... hope to get well soon...
nice nite today... nice mountain walk... nice sceanary... nice chat... nice friend...

13/4/06

today, i rethink wat we chatted ytd... me n her... y were we together?? there is no link between us... but i love her... loosing confidence... damn... hope the feel will go after 2 days... when i m back n able to c her...
then my partner cried when i left...i dun think i m worth him crying for...i dun think i treated him as well...
at the hotel, service sucks... waitress' attidude suck... then fucking hell... reception dun wanna let us put our things temp at the counter... damn her... she ask us to put up to the room... fuck u... if i wanna put it up there i dun havce to ask u to put it at the counter... in the end after we make a fuss abt it... she put it reluctantly...

14/4/06

now eating lunch... every1 suppose to praise 3 person... got praised quite a few times... but i dun think i can take it wif pride...if nt becase of celia... i dun think i can make it... she was the 1 controling me...giving useful ideas... wanted to thanks her formally... but dunno y... decided to save it...

now finally back home... rethink again... times seems to fly so fast... but during the trip... time was so slow... haiz...


misery brotherhoodster at Friday, April 14, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Thursday, April 06, 2006

"m i suppose to do everything myself?" really hurts... m i really tht useless... i wun drag u down after i m at yun nan... damn...


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, April 06, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Wednesday, April 05, 2006

tvb in hk is going to show finding nemo again... everytime i watched it... it will remind me of the movie wif u... ctay... haha... tht was the time when S4 juz started... haha... i missed the time together... haha... i miss u all... wait for me to come back... there r alot of things to be done together... i need to teach u all the hk bbq also... haha...
things to do:
movie
nice dinner e.g(billy bombers)
dine at ying tai
go every1's house
ice skate
shop
bball
badminton
visit bgss
bbq
swim
gym
tennis
ktv
go yj wif me(yl)
lan
sun tan
cycle
clubbing(benson)
more to b added when i tot of it...


misery brotherhoodster at Wednesday, April 05, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Tuesday, April 04, 2006

i m watching the drama video now... i think back at tht period... i realised tht relationships changed... last time we will sit around after sch at mac to chat... but now... i din remember when was the last time we sat n chat... izzit bcuz tht i have changed?? i dunno... but i dun think tht i m the only 1 hu changed... last time... some off us will go appolo n share different snacks together... we will make fun of each other... but now... every1... i felt... became so stress... when is the last time we sat together n make fun of each other... i can't remember... when is the last time we went out together... i can't remember... haiz... i wish every1 can go back to the time we had our happy moments... haiz...


misery brotherhoodster at Tuesday, April 04, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Sunday, April 02, 2006

i m suppose to study for u... but damn... things juz can't go in... capacitals n electrostatics were totally new for juz... like i haven been to lesson b4... how can i pass my phy w/o these 2 chapters... fuck...


is like of funny when i read back previous posts... daryl... ur posts... haha... it have been so long... but i think u r still there... no big movements... haha... gd luck to u... btw... i still like ur house alot... wif tht glass room... a very enjoyable place...


love u guys...
love u too...


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, April 02, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Thursday, March 30, 2006

feeling terrible... really terrible... especially when i saw the eno print... ur smile... the pain in my heart... damn... fucking hell...


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, March 30, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Thursday, March 23, 2006

"Since the begining of time, spirituality and religion have been called on to fill in the gaps that science did not understand. Soon all gods will be proven to be false idols."

Adopted from "Angels & Demons" by Dan Brown


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, March 23, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Sunday, March 12, 2006

even in love... i have misery.... i love u... but i can't promise u tht i will nt b going back... wat i type in ur web is juz half of wat i wanna say... but i noe if u c the 2nd half, it will hurt u... so i decided nt to say it there... i will post it here... when i m really leaving, forget me.... tis really sounds like drama... damn.... i saw +po's xanga, she have finished devil by my side... after i saw her blog... there is a sudden feeling flowing through me tht i can't discribe... then i saw cki's xanga... tht feeling again... i can only post wat i feel here in order nt to hurt u....... u might nva c this...


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, March 12, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Saturday, March 11, 2006

some1 say i m too subjective... m i?? i think i m... if i dun like it... is hard for me to agree wif it even it is rite... but izzit tht serious?? i think i bcome more subjective after i m here... damn


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, March 11, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Tuesday, March 07, 2006

i was too rush... juz too rush......
such a short period... i like some1 else......... but tht feel come so fast n so big...
i told her i like her.... she say she like me too..... but we r nt together....... lets give each other sometime........ but thx gdness is on msn... is not phone...


misery brotherhoodster at Tuesday, March 07, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Friday, March 03, 2006

this few days keep toking to her.. puposely nt taking out my chi to sit beside her... wat a jerk... i hope she dun mind... i will keep trying n trying... i juz got her hp no. aq few days ago... but still dun have the guts to call... haha... damn...


misery brotherhoodster at Friday, March 03, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Thursday, March 02, 2006

well... changed seats in class... feeling happy lol... ppl as me y, i will of cuz say is b cuz of the fan... but... ... it have been a yr since i really blog here... as in miseries.... nt really tht misery now... i tok to her always... but smtimes she is a bit cold... she usually wun tok to me... (initiate) damn... lol... but alot better then last time.... last time din really really tok except abt cca things... haiz... n i hope this is nt a crash... love will b more hurtful in the end... but i rather b hurt then nt serious... haiz... tht is wat ppl called "fan4 jian4"... knew tht will end up badly but still wanna go for it.... of cuz i dun hope to end badly... still as miserable...


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, March 02, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Monday, February 27, 2006

i will start the business here again because if i do it at msn space, too many ppl will c... is too unsafe for me... lol... actually i haven asked dar abt it... lol... i hope he dun mind...


misery brotherhoodster at Monday, February 27, 2006 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Monday, December 13, 2004

Wah, business here is so misery... i mean tis blog... lol...
well i m here to bring business... haiz... actually no business = good sun u think so... haiz... i m damn sian today... 3 of them went to work... til 10pm... i tot i m being bung sei... lol... well the whole day stay at home do nth is miserable...
tv, slp, tv, slp... everything is repeating... haiz... y yeman qing jia muz end so soon... damn... i wun get to tape for her anymore... i wun b seeing her anymore... i missed a chance to send her home ytd thinking tht there will b more chance to send her home... but wo tai tian zhen le... haiz...


misery brotherhoodster at Monday, December 13, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Friday, December 03, 2004

hahah.
i dunno why i am kinda feeling happy.
so happy.
early in the morning.
but i have to rush for everything liao!
i'm still undecided of wad to give!!!! and today is the day!


misery brotherhoodster at Friday, December 03, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Monday, November 29, 2004

AHHHH.. IM TIRED.


misery brotherhoodster at Monday, November 29, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Sunday, November 28, 2004

i noe myself well... i haven done anything yet... all i dare to do now is msg or msn... sometime i will still hold back n think if i should msg... i m nt as out going to the opposite sex as the others... now... this will me my last chance to do something... i hope tht it will really make u happi...


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, November 28, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


i always sit upright on my bed.. and thoughts just starts to rush into my head.
dumb and silly ones..
but some, i guess are worthwhile
it just make me think and think..
think of what happen, what i've done wrong
what i said wrongly, everything..
and i somehow always end up with negative conclusions.
i know it's dumb and stupid.
but, i use to think that during that period of time is the best time of the day.
weird.



now, im sitting in the glassed roomm alone, everyone else sleeping.
i dont know why im feeling this way but..
sian


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, November 28, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Saturday, November 20, 2004

AHHH, she didnt reply me..
so i guess it's a no... alrightt


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, November 20, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Monday, November 15, 2004

haizz.. saw u online.. but i dunno wad is holding back to start a conversation.
maybe it's the length of time tat i nvr tok to u.
maybe i am afraid being snubbed again.
as usual.
i am really sad.


misery brotherhoodster at Monday, November 15, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Saturday, November 13, 2004

youu seem to be smiling alot now! goodie. good for you. smile always. :) l.a


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, November 13, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Thursday, November 11, 2004

i actually hate to blog here... misery... haiz... can't we juz b happy... haiz... if we r... there will nt b this blog here... haiz... newton says, " all action comes wif an reaction"... but is it true... haiz... some ppl juz wun react to my action... haiz... i had tried to climb over the barrier in front of me... however... i fell juz as i saw the light from the other side, sometimes i can't even c it... y... haiz... mayb i hard tried nt hard enuff... or it is a barrier tht is totally impossible to climb over...

cancer


misery brotherhoodster at Thursday, November 11, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Wednesday, November 10, 2004

dumb cambridge..
textbk got write about albino meh?
Instructions for the question also like shit.
where's your command of english? =/
sad eh..
so f.ed up...



ARGH.
faster end.. darn long 10 days. it's misery i tell you
this blog is created just for this day of mine.
things never go right for me..
at least till now
nothing goes right
studies? neh
love? neh
sports? neh
misery? thumbs up


misery brotherhoodster at Wednesday, November 10, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Getting help from others is all a matter of opening your heart. Stop assuming that nobody is interested in your problems. Asking for assistance will help you form bonds that you never dreamed possible. Your sex life is starting to heat up, much to your evident delight. Let your lover cater to your demands for a change. You'll be surprised at how much passion is buried deep within you. Stop repressing those emotions!When you call my special Pisces line 0905 062 3546 I will tell you why you might want to avoid crowds and travel. A psychic link at the end of the week will influence your thinking


misery brotherhoodster at Tuesday, November 09, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


thanks for replying little angel


misery brotherhoodster at Tuesday, November 09, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Monday, November 08, 2004

wah.. is reali 'hall of misery' sia.. all e post so miserable.. haiz..
sad for three dear brother..
dun worry b hapi...!! =D
u will sure get e gal u lyk de..
jia you!
gd luck to three of u in every aspect of ur life.. =>




YC



misery brotherhoodster at Monday, November 08, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


argh! why..... it's always on and off, on and off. sighh, i rather a straight "back off" to my face..
tell me, i wanna know..
it's so miserable this way
i dont know what to do
i dont know if it's right or wrong
i dont understand
tell me..


misery brotherhoodster at Monday, November 08, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Sunday, November 07, 2004

hahha i am feeling lovesick again. how?
it all started from looking at ur past testimonials!
so funny u. give me all those crappy shit.
but it was nice sweet loving.
hahaha
over over.
hahaha
cannot tink anymore.
gotta get down to work.
i haven touched a book from friday.!
bye!

unscramble =)
decipher
break the code =)
muahaha


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, November 07, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


can never forget that trip, the way i neglected you.
sorry..
regreted


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, November 07, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


haha. good point. but, come to think of.. i feel that i am so dumb.
the time when you were just in front of me,
the time when you were mine,
i just let you walk pass,
without even a say of hi,
that time was the dumbest point of my life,
how i wished i did treasure you,
how i wished you were mine again,
how i wish time would go back,
and i promise you i wont let you go,
holding your hands to the end of time,
never letting you go ever again..
how i wished i was never that dumb.



misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, November 07, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


haiz... when together, some ppl nva treasure... when broken then wanna salvage... some broke up for lame reasons... n some din even bother to ask... msg also nva reply... haiz.. no pt together then... haiz...


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, November 07, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


i tink not only me is the one feeling like tat...
last night i was thinking about all the beautiful we used to have
think for it. it's actually quite sweet
but now the feeling i have for u is still the same.
wish i could tell you tat.
i am not doing anything
i cannot do anything
and i realli feel bad when i saw u in school.
the feeling tat you give me.
i dun like tat.
i went back to tat corner of the bed where i used to cry my hearts out.
i went back to tat corner of the bed where u used to say u liked it.
i went back to tat corner of the bed many times.
but i couldnt get back wad was used to be back then.
memories cannot come back.
but i am still holding to a mircale.
hopefully i am not wasting my time.
i love you


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, November 07, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


wishful thinking


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, November 07, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


i love you, and hope you could love me in return.


misery brotherhoodster at Sunday, November 07, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Saturday, November 06, 2004

hmm, going overseas. some memories are to be forgotten and some are not to be. the unhappy ones are the ones that should be erased but cant be. =/ well, going overseas is just a attempt to try to forget those unhappy ones. guess it's much less stressful there, smth new.


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, November 06, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


haiz bear with it all! =)
however, when they are nicee, they are superbly nice i tell you. although it's rare..it's kinda worth it. lol.
i might think it's worth it for now.. however, when they start acting weird, hmm..i might change my view. =X


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, November 06, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


hahaha. girls are troublesome.
when u dun treat them well.
they say u dun treat them well.
when u treat too well.
they say u treat them too well.
so moral of story is : i oso dunno.
draw ur own conclusion.
i am a sad guy haiz.
anyway guys good luck for o levels and
blog less!


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, November 06, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


do u think it is possible to go same sch again.... some people r going overseas... do u think he/she wan to scarifice... y must go overseas when u can study in s'pore...


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, November 06, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


just hope everyone else will do well for Os. den can go same sch again. hehe..
you'll do weelllll! trust me. :)


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, November 06, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


haha..hmmm! soo bored this morning, wish that the Os are over =/ sighh!
i really dont know what to do in >10days times.. lol.

not my day nor is it the others, it's yours


misery brotherhoodster at Saturday, November 06, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(



Friday, November 05, 2004

gee, i got lots and lots of question to ask you..
but there are some questions im sure of that you dont wanna answer. =/
haha, alright then. i'll find that day to ask you all of them


misery brotherhoodster at Friday, November 05, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


i didnt blame you, honestly.

i just sat there and started thinking, and felt that i was the person you didnt wanna reply...


misery brotherhoodster at Friday, November 05, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


y... y r they so troublesome.... love... the main cuz of misery in me... n in most of the ppl i noe...
msg them they dun reply... or even take a long time to... y r they so emotional.... well hiaz... tht is y we like them rite... hiaz... we had nth better to do... WHY!!!!!


misery brotherhoodster at Friday, November 05, 2004 [comment]

sigh haiz argh =(


Are girls all like that?
Do they all think this way?
I really dont understand them..



btw, there's no need to leave your signature. :/


misery brotherhoodster at Friday, November 05, 2004 [comment]

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